A New Day for an Emerging Composer

Four days before Christmas 2011, I received an e-mail from the director of the Pytheas Center for Contemporary Music – www.pytheasmusic.org -  informing me that I had been chosen as a January 2012 Composer of the Month. Never having heard of the organization before, I thought “this is some sort of scam,” but they never asked for money, and have done everything they promised. On their website’s homepage, they featured my photo along with:  Colin McPhee, Miriam Gideon, Kurt Schwertsik, Ney Rosauro, Julia Wolfe, Ramon Lazkano, David T. Little and Danny Elfman. That thumbnail photo of mine acts as a link to the profile page they created, containing my artist statement, a list of my compositions by chronological order and genre, a link to my live music/MIDI MP3 page for visitors to sample, my various other internet web pages, publishing information and more. They have even featured in their Pytheas Earful section in the first week of this honor my most daring, emotionally demanding, and personal opus, My American Childhood, a three movement suite for orchestra, narrator, and MP3s that details the child abuse I suffered at the hands of my angry, emotionally distant father who used me as his punching bag. 

Why is this Pytheas Center recognition so important to me? 

Houston, Texas, the third largest city in America, is NOT a hub for contemporary composers. Most of the attention goes to international/national prizewinners, composers from other countries, composers from universities across the U.S.A., and composition professors from the Moore’s School of Music - University of Houston, and the Shepherd School of Music - Rice University. The music of these local educators I find stale, but they at least get the occasional performance in Houston's major music organizations, their schools and elsewhere.  Other less connected composers are left out in the cold from the city's organizations that could advance their careers. So, we plod along, writing our pieces, entering competitions, trying to network and make names for ourselves in our hometown’s musical world. I can't speak for the others, but I get frustrated and slightly envious when works by more fortunate composers get performances in the city but my works don’t. 

2012 marks a sea change in my career. A national organization has recognized me and one of the best pieces in my career. Now’s the time I start looking outside my city for recognition and opportunities. New York and Berlin hold great promise for me. Wish me luck.